I was amazed by something that happened today. I was floored, and heartbroken that someone who was and even still is so dear to me would make me feel insignificant, nothing, worthless, ignorable. And all this because of my inability to make something happen when they wanted it to happen...
As usual I turn to paint and paper to aliviate the heaviness. I needed something uplifting, fun, easy.
So naturally I drew a cat hidding behind a bird mask. Unfortunately I sketched it out on the crappiest watercolor paper I have. I think tomorrow I will redo it on my better quality cold press paper and see if maybe then his happy smile can seep through the paint brush and onto my face.
hope you are well. i'm missing your posts.
Posted by: deanna7trees | 08/01/2012 at 12:36 PM