For the past week I have been trying to post. I have written long posts involving sleep deprivation and aleviation, patchwork frenzies, outdoor enjoyment, and granny square-ness. All of these posts were never completed and then magically erased by my lovely little number 1. He is now computer savy and knows how to use our tablet to draw, play with trains, and memory. Either way, here goes ones again...

The weather has finally been behaving like it should be in May, maybe it has been overcompensating for the fact that we still had to wear our winter jackets in April, but I am happy that the littles can bare their skin to the sun and not freeze. It has truly been a delight to work in our jungle of a garden, set up sandboxes and wooden houses, children benches and table and chairs, and finally be able to sit and enjoy our outside space. On saturday we invited the neighbors over for outside feast. I attempted to make burritos while holding Sarah and watching Basti and the neighbor girl, beloved Amelie run wild in our crooked little house. It was pure chaos. But I was still able to pull it off with burnt fingers, grease stained tshirt and frazzled hair. At least there was a nice bottle of wine waiting for me on the table.

The weekend continued to be lived outdoors, and at moments I was allowed to retreat up to my little area to pieace together a bit of patchwork. I have been hit by the beauty of colorful geometric shapes and have been in love with this and this. And as things go I continued to wander off through cyberspace and encountered some wonderful blogs and patterns.

I found Noodle head and had to buy her "go everywhere" bag pattern, and then because one was just not enjoy I found Ithinksew and had to get the sadie crossbag. I started making the crossbag, and of course...my machine had to get all confused and tangled. I am not a machine person, but I desperately wanted to make and have a bag...so I caved and now I broke it. So I am back to handsewing

It is more slow pace, but more enjoyable at the same time. You feel at each stitch, judge how much distance and you feel as you pierce through the fabric; the ease or resistance that it might give. With the machine you can create things so quickly, that you do not savour the creation it self. ANd when you finally finish something that is hand sewn, I at least have this deep sense of accomplishment because. I feel accomplished with the machine, however it is accompanied by the rushed sense that I tend to get. It is a combination of feeling rushed, but your body seems to move slowly. As if your internal pace has been wound up and your body just cannot catch up. Maybe I am the only one that feels this, hoepfully you understand...eitherway, I tend to feel this way after using the machine.

And as I try to slow my pace, I gazed through our little patch and spotted two blushing strawberries. Look at how wonderfully rich that soil is. I have never been a plant person, but I am in love with our little bit of earth. It is ours, and I am still wrapping my mind our that idea. Our garden, our plants, growing in our soil. I just love sitting out there. You hear nature around you, and the hourly train pass by. But even that is soothing. It is not loud like in Ludwigshafen, but more of a swooshing sound, a gentle reminder that the busy city is near by.
never thought a small village in the middle of the Palatine forest would bring so much happiness, but it has. I am truly so happy here.
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